Stress

I know I haven’t been writing for a while now. Been pretty stressed with CCT coming up on Saturday. Honestly, I don’t think I have the best combo for CCT. Both examiners are quite unpredictable. Don’t know how they’re feeling on Saturday. Everything depends on their mood. Been studying like crazy for quite some time now. I think I’ve covered everything once already, but I don’t remember anything. Let’s hope that I can some how dig up all my memory on Saturday when they ask me. It seems that no matter how much I study, I still don’t know enough. Don’t know when’s enough. There are so many cases up in the wards, there’s no way of knowing what kind of cases I’m going to get. Seems that everything is up to fate now. There’s only so much I can do. 8 weeks is definitely not enough for medicine. More like 6 months. What’s going to happen on Saturday? I just can’t wait till Saturday. I really want to get out of my current situation, and be done with medicine. I starting not to care about the results now. Thinking about what I’m going to do on Saturday already. There’s so much I want to do. Really feel like taking a break and just chill right now. Anyhow, good luck to you all!